more loneliness

16 Januari 2005

hari ini ga terlalu buruk buat gw. gw nemuin dua situs punya temen yang keren. ga tau napa ya... kenapa kadang selalu ngeliat situs orang lain keren (ga perlu ngingetin kalo situs mereka emang keren!). maksud gw bukan itu... kaya yang tadi ampul bilang, i've lost my self esteem. no more confidence.

gw dah ga bisa lagi nunjukin how sophisticate i am. i've lost it right after my very best friend went to iowa. i wish i could blame him for all of these. but i can't. it was my foolishness, my own made tripple mistakes. and begging for his forgiveness wouldn't give any solution even till a gun pointed on front of his eye.

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