what's the worse than being lonely?

hummm....
i admit that i feel lonely most of the time
and i dont have any atracking sense from many sight
then somebody talked to me...
"hey, who cares???"

well...
I CARE!!!!!
since this all about me and my life
i care not to being lonely
i care not to be seen by others with just single eye ball
then that question came up on my mind...
"what's the worse than being lonely?"

for sudden i think
what's it could be?

surge all the opposite feelings
unlonely.. happy... being with friends
with friends..
friends..
it hurts

friend hurts
i got hurts much because doing friend
and being hurt is much worse than just lonely

so i back to my loneliness
and start another idea
charlie brown got famous and rich because of his sceptic
why don't i??

gtg to find some paper and pencil to draw my own character